salam.

There are some people who told me that I am talented in writing. I dont know whether I should believe it or not. but considering the fact that I started to write my own stories since I was 12... I guess I do have that talent.

but it is very unfortunate for me because it been years since I wrote my own stories. I tried to, but then I gave up half way. why? because I dont believe myself. I dont believe that I am able to write good stories of my own. to write is not only mean I have to sit in front of my lappy and started to typing stories. I have to gather the ideas. find some ideas... reality to the ideas. I cant write stories of something I never experienced... I have to read a lot before writing a story... and I think I have not read books sufficient enough for me to write a story of my own.

what I said above is like I'm trying to find excuses, right? *sighed*. I am a perfectionist, in certain way. not all the way. so when it comes to the thing I like the most, I want it to be perfect. I know I love to write, but I never satisfied if I couldnt find a strong storyline for me to write. what should I write? about me? no way. I am nobody that the people want to know. vampires? of course not. I couldnt beat Stephenie Meyer. =p romance? horror? comedy? I dont know.

when I read back my piece of writing, for me, they are not good enough. trashs. I remember I burnt down my own first novel [at that time it was in BM] after I read it again. I was not satisfied. I remember my deleted my document files that contains my novel because I dont like it at all. If I dont satisfied, I tend to throw away everything. that is not a good attitude, right? *sighed*

so I dont want to write even though in my head, there are tons of ideas of what I wanna write. so many until my head is spinning. maybe later. or I should start with short story. hhmmm... short story seems good. maybe I'll write something. especially now I am on holidays.

right. I should find ideas. hmmm.... I cannot help myself from wondering, will I throw away the story if I am not satisfied? fat chance. I know it.

but I should try. I know I should.

*sighed*

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how many times I sighed?? urghhh! really! I should get back to my interest before I loose it!

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am I gonna loose it?

*sighed*

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STOP IT!

ok. I should go now.




p/s: done reading twilight saga series. craving for more vampires. huhu.. gonna miss them. A lot.

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salam.

hurmm... lama gle xupdate blog. mmg dh bersawang teruk dh blog ni. hehehe...

well... at last I found my spirit back to update this blog because I promised myself if I didnt update for 3 months, it means I'm not in this world anymore a.k.a. I'm dead. since I am not dead yet, I have to post something here, right? hehehe...

So what happened to me lately? nothing special anyway. My main reason why I didnt update is because my internet connection is way too stupid lately. maybe later I'll get rid of broadband n start using something else. maybe. think of if after I finish my study next year.

first thing first, I already finish my ultimate final examination on 10th of nov! yeah! no more examination! hoyeah!! I'm happy! but I really miss to study, attend lecture, take notes, make notes; you know, that kind of stuff. u can say I'm a dork. I really love to study. but anyway, I'm glad that my exam is over. 5 years of study. enough of it, I think. hehehe... now I'm waiting for my result. my result may not be so good since I think I did badly this sem. hoping that I wont drag my pointer down too much. huhuhu...

I'm going for my practicum!~ yeah... starting on 18th of Jan, I'm going to have my practicum at SK Taman Bukit Rambai, Melaka for 3 months! I'm very anxious... I dont know how to deal with the pressure of being a teacher. being observe and all that. SK Taman Bukit Rambai is a big school with 1500++ pupils. It's really a big challenge to teach a big school like this. I dont know what to expect. but InsyaAllah I'll do my best. even though I'm afraid. my life as a teacher will start early next year. please pray that I'll be a good teacher. Amin. since the school is at taman bukit rambai, I need to find a house to be rented with my friends. we have yet to find the house but we'll try to find it as soon as possible. I have contacted with a few people for rented houses but we need to go n see the house before we made any decision. we are going to stay around Cheng area. I hope we will find a house soon.


so currently I'm on hols till 4th of Jan. doing nothing at home. I'm currently reading the forth n the last book of twilight saga series, Breaking Dawn. Bought if around last month. I have no idea that I'm really into this book! I cant put it down! ok, ok. I put it down a few times when I feel annoyed with Bella, Edward or Jacob. Simply put, because of the storyline. Jeez, Bella! How can u love both Edward n Jacob?? even though u said u love Edward more... n Edward is stupid if he let Bella go to Jacob... even though I understand the reason why... arghh! this book, n eclipse, really get me into my nerves... urghh... ok ok.. I need to read till the last page before making any assumption... I know its gonna be a happy ending story, right? huhuhu... anyone who is searching for good books to read, why dont u try read this twilight saga series? it's very facinating... suspense... bring us to a new perception of vampire... read it and u love it... if u like fiction story like this... hehehe... =)


I have all the books... now I'm searching for new books to read. any suggestion? English novels only please. hahaha...

ok. that's all for now. maybe I'll update later on. If my internet connection is ok n back to normal. huhu...

have a nice weekend, everyone. (^_^)

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Salam everyone...

elle xtau nk post ape kt blog dh skrg. dh xde idea. so I'm just putting an entry from one of the forwarded emails that I've got. Read this bcoz it may help u.....

EATING FRUIT...




It's long but very informative

We all think eating fruits means just buying fruits, cutting it and just popping it into our mouths. It's not as easy as you think. It's important to know how and when to eat.

What is the correct way of eating fruits?

IT MEANS NOT EATING FRUITS AFTER YOUR MEALS! * FRUITS SHOULD BE EATEN ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.

If you eat fruit like that, it will play a major role to detoxify your system, supplying you with a great deal of energy for weight loss and other life activities.

FRUIT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT FOOD. Let's say you eat two slices of bread and then a slice of fruit. The slice of fruit is ready to go straight through the stomach into the intestines, but it is prevented from doing so.

In the meantime the whole meal rots and ferments and turns to acid. The minute the fruit comes into contact with the food in the stomach and digestive juices, the entire mass of food begins to spoil....

So please eat your fruits on an empty stomach or before your meals! You have heard people complaining - every time I eat watermelon I burp, when I eat durian my stomach bloats up, when I eat a banana I feel like running to the toilet etc - actually all this will not arise if you eat the fruit on an empty stomach. The fruit mixes with the putrefying other food and produces gas and hence you will bloat!

Graying hair, balding, nervous outburst, and dark circles under the eyes all these will NOT happen if you take fruits on an empty stomach.

There is no such thing as some fruits, like orange and lemon are acidic, because all fruits become alkaline in our body, according to Dr. Herbert Shelton who did research on this matter. If you have mastered the correct way of eating fruits, you have the Secret of beauty, longevity, health, energy, happiness and normal weight.

When you need to drink fruit juice - drink only fresh fruit juice, NOT from the cans. Don't even drink juice that has been heated up. Don't eat cooked fruits because you don't get the nutrients at all. You only get to taste. Cooking destroys all the vitamins.

But eating a whole fruit is better than drinking the juice. If you should drink the juice, drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly, because you must let it mix with your saliva before swallowing it. You can go on a 3-day fruit fast to cleanse your body. Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and you will be surprised when your friends tell you how radiant you look!

KIWI: Tiny but mighty. This is a good source of potassium, magnesium, vitamin E & fiber. Its vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.

APPLE: An apple a day keeps the doctor away? Although an apple has a low vitamin C content, it has antioxidants & flavonoids which enhances the activity of vitamin C thereby helping to lower the risks of colon cancer, heart attack & stroke.

STRAWBERRY: Protective Fruit. Strawberries have the highest total antioxidant power among major fruits & protect the body from cancer-causing, blood vessel-clogging free radicals.

ORANGE : Sweetest medicine. Taking 2-4 oranges a day may help keep colds away, lower cholesterol, prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as lessens the risk of colon cancer.

WATERMELON: Coolest thirst quencher.. Composed of 92% water, it is also packed with a giant dose of glutathione, which helps boost our immune system. They are also a key source of lycopene - the cancer fighting oxidant. Other nutrients found in watermelon are vitamin C & Potassium.

GUAVA & PAPAYA: Top awards for vitamin C. They are the clear winners for their high vitamin C content. Guava is also rich in fiber, which helps prevent constipation. Papaya is rich in carotene; this is good for your eyes.

Drinking Cold water after a meal = Cancer! Can u believe this?? For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

A serious note about heart attacks HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE': (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!) Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack . Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.. Sixty percent of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive...

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.

Read this....It could save your life!!

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